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May. 7th, 2015 10:05 am▪ So I once again find myself without a job. Once again, not anything on my part that caused it, just that the company ran out of work. My boss said that they have four huge jobs that are in a holding pattern, waiting for the appropriate signoffs. If one of them shakes through, I can have my job back. Otherwise, it's back to unemployment insurance goodness and sending out resumés again.
This job lasted four and a half months. And a month ago, we were so busy that I came in on a Saturday and a Sunday. WTF? Blah.
▪ Since I haven't seen the shrink in a while, I might as well do that. I have an appointment later today. The doxepin that he gave me to help me sleep is proving to be a better antidepressant than the Viibryd was, at least for what I need it for. (For the new people, I've been microdosing on antidepressants to relieve issues related to mild autism spectrum disorder). I'm probably going to be his only patient that actually wants to be on a tricyclic antidepressant, but for me it's working better.
The doxepin does a much better job of cutting the brain chatter and recurring thoughts, which helps me to function better. So I'm going to ask him to switch me to doxepin. Increasing the Viibryd left me feeling sloth-ish and kind of disinterested in everything.
▪ I've been on a classic heavy metal kick lately. Have some Ritchie Blackmore's Rainbow:
This job lasted four and a half months. And a month ago, we were so busy that I came in on a Saturday and a Sunday. WTF? Blah.
▪ Since I haven't seen the shrink in a while, I might as well do that. I have an appointment later today. The doxepin that he gave me to help me sleep is proving to be a better antidepressant than the Viibryd was, at least for what I need it for. (For the new people, I've been microdosing on antidepressants to relieve issues related to mild autism spectrum disorder). I'm probably going to be his only patient that actually wants to be on a tricyclic antidepressant, but for me it's working better.
The doxepin does a much better job of cutting the brain chatter and recurring thoughts, which helps me to function better. So I'm going to ask him to switch me to doxepin. Increasing the Viibryd left me feeling sloth-ish and kind of disinterested in everything.
▪ I've been on a classic heavy metal kick lately. Have some Ritchie Blackmore's Rainbow:
